sonnet of the semester.

12:48 PM as told by Hazwani

It's the first week of the new semester and this is the first sonnet that we learnt about.
Sedeh woooo.

Since there's no help, come let us kiss and part.
Nay, I have done, you get no more of me;
And I am glad, yea, glad with all my heart
That thus so cleanly I myself can free.
Shake hands forever, cancel our vows,
And when we meet at any time again,
Be it not seen in either of our brows
That we one jot of former love reatin.
Now at the last gasp of love's latest breath,
When, his pulse failing, passion speechless lies,
When faith is kneeling by his bed of death,
And innocenec is closing up his eyes:
Now, if thou wouldst, when all have given him over,
From death to life thous mightst him recover.

Michael Drayton (1562-1619)

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Only fools rush in.

6:33 PM as told by Hazwani

Sometimes, it is very hard for us to know things. To know which one is right and which one isn't.

And most of the time, the best way to know, is to wait and be friends with time.

I am, not a patient person. It has not been my specialty ever since I was young. I remember during high school orientation, a few friends were quite late and having no other friends, I had to wait for them. The waiting, I tell you, was torchering.

But anyways, what I'm trying to say that, I am not a patient person. I find it very hard to just wait for time to pass when you can actually make the decision at the very moment.

People said, only fools rush in.And I don't want to be anyone's fool. So, I'm practising patience.

Plus, they said, just go with the flow. Just lie down, close your eyes and let the water brings you to where you should be.Sometimes, the water doesnt bring us to the place we want to be. That is when we open up our eyes, and see things from another view. another angle. another eye.

If you think that you're totally lost, think again because it ain't a bad situation after all. Because there is always a good part in everything that happens. Don't worry.

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horoscope syirik yang sgt kebetulan.

8:04 PM as told by Hazwani

Step away from the crowd and be the first one to take a chance. The payoff is big.

After doing your best to hold a grudge -- something you've never, ever been any good at -- the peaceful mood of the heavens will be the last straw. You'll wake up ready to accept the apology and move on. A word of advice, though: Forgive, by all means, but if you were treated badly, don't feel bad if you aren't able to forget just yet. You have every right to expect your trust to be earned back.

Patut la aku tader prasaan gado smlm. Siap ade niat nak wat world war 3 plak. Heh. Riby, kan aku da cakap, bnde ni bnyak sgt ikot situation aku.

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jauh perjalanan, penat berjalan.

9:22 PM as told by Hazwani

lepak arini sgtla syiok.

ader bad, emy, ngan ta.. ape ek name mamat lg sorg tuh aku tak engat. Last but not least, ili.


lepak2 dgn mamat2 sengal, and ili yang ckp non stop, memang entertaining la. Walaupon tader amik pic, sumer tetap best.


dari pelite, ampang point ke times square ke lowyatt.

naek cab, naek tren, naek cab, naek tren.


saye suke lagu lucky!

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My tears and yours: it's purpose.

9:25 AM as told by Hazwani

What happens when you cry, exactly? A salty fluid chock full of protein, water, mucus and oil is released from the lacrimal gland in the upper, outer region of your eye. This fluid, better known as tears, then flows down the surface of your eye, across your face and smears your mascara.Of course, not all tears are of the emotional variety. In fact, three types of tears exist, all with different purposes.

Basal tears are omnipresent in our eyes. These constant tears are what keep our eyes from drying out completely. The human body produces an average of 5 to 10 ounces of basal tears each day. They drain through the nasal cavity, which is the reason so many of us develop runny noses after a good sobfest.

The second type is reflex tears, which serve to protect the human eye from harsh irritants such as smoke, onions or even a very strong, dusty wind. To accomplish this feat, the sensory nerves in your cornea communicate this irritation to your brain stem, which in turn sends hormones to the glands in the eyelids. These hormones cause the eyes to produce tears, effectively ridding them of the irritating substance.

The third type of tears is emotional tears. It all starts in the cerebrum where sadness is registered. The endocrine system is then triggered to release hormones to the ocular area, which then causes tears to form. Emotional tears are common among people who see Bambi's mother die or who suffer personal losses.

The phrase "having a good cry" suggests that crying can actually make you feel physically and emotionally better, which many people believe. Some scientists agree with this theory, asserting that chemicals build up in the body during times of elevated stress. These researchers believe that emotional crying is the body's way of ridding itself of these toxins and waste products.

In fact, one study collected both reflex tears and emotional tears (after peeling an onion and watching a sad movie, respectively). When scientists analyzed the content of the tears, they found each type was very different. Reflex tears are generally found to be about 98 percent water, whereas several chemicals are commonly present in emotional tears [Source: The Daily Journal. First is a protein called prolactin, which is also known to control breast milk production. Adrenocorticotropic hormones are also common and indicate high stress levels. The other chemical found in emotional tears is leucine-enkephalin, an endorphin that reduces pain and works to improve mood. Of course, many scientists point out that research in this area is very limited and should be further studied before any conclusion can be made.

Incidentally, in Japan some people have taken the notion of "a good cry" to the next level. They hold organized crying clubs where they watch sad movies and television shows and read tear-inducing books.The reasons for our crying changes as we grow from babies to adults.

Whatever the reason, I know it's a good thing to cry, but the best time is crying for joy... I have experienced this and it is the best cry I have ever had.

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and there goes my morning mission...

11:56 AM as told by Hazwani

As any other day, I woke up today with a mission. I've been thinking a lot about it for the past few days and decided that I must do it. I have to.

However, due to ineffective time management, I failed to complete it today. Well, it is not about finishing the "thing" I want to do, it's starting to do the it. Sigh. Wani oh Wani. frustrating yes, to see all your hope for the day die right in front of your eyes. It's like a popsicle melting on the sandy beach in summer. All wasted.

See, I sort of like, woke up late. And that thingy should be done early in the morning when it is still very cool and when the sun is not up yet. Sekarang da noon, memang tak dapat nak dijalankan la. Haish.

Anyhow, there's always tomorrow. And who knows, tomorrow would be a better day to do it - Jogging!

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I had a dream, and too bad it was a good one.

1:46 AM as told by Hazwani

I just had a wildest dream. No, it was not a good one. Perhaps there were a little bit of happiness and a lot of patheticness. Kenape la I dreamt of such a thing? Luckily, I woke up just in time to not let me berangan any longer.

Why do dreams exists? I think nobody can really understand or explain why dreams happen. Tapi people said that it is because, you have something on your mind before you sleep and you sort of like terbawa2 ke tido. The explanantion sounds possible.

This reminds me on how the brain doesnt really go to sleep when we dream. Kesian betul.

Back to my story, memang rase pathetic to dream such a thing. Orang cakap, for every dream that we have, there are interpretations for them.

But most of the time, I just like to think of them as mainan syaitan. It is one of their ways of menyesatkan manusia. Not saying this because I am religious or anything, but come to think of it, it is the truth.

Frankly, I would say that I actually sort of like, like that dream I had just now, tapi I know that it won't be real. Those dreams, the good ones that we have are like fairy tales. The ones that tell you that when you had a breakup and have gallons of tears streaming down, someone would come to the rescue. Someone would come and get you and make you happy again. But guess what. Fairy tales don't exists. Reality does, and how much you hurt from reality, that matters more as compared to the little happiness that you think you have in your dreams.

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angah's kenduri, in brief.

7:17 PM as told by Hazwani

This should be a long post.but somehow, I can't write the details. polik den.

On Friday morning, at around 7 a.m I was already at the airport, waiting for my flight that was scheduled at 820a.m. Around 10 a.m, I arrived at KLIA and took the KLIA transit and STAR lrt back to Ampang. On my own, with my 15kg lugage. Man, am I not muscular.

When I reached home, it was already around 12p.m and the nikah ceremony was scheduled at 3…It was at the surau here in out neighbourhood and the tok kadi was one of those funny people I rarely meet. Memang lawak la...Penat tak penat, kene la sacrifice my sleep. Keje and keje. Alhamdulliah everything went accordingly, Allah humma yasir wala tuassir.

Then the next day is the walimatul urus, Many came including my girls, form school and otago, not forgetting irfan and sis Af. thanks for making time for my sis’s wedding. and came all the way from all over malaysia. Perak la pahang la. thanks so much babes..Makanan sedap kan..? :) Relatives pon ramai jugak yang datang. Sampai tak menang tangan. Again, sangat penat yet, sangat worth it. I was very happy and at the end of the day, sedih plak when people started to go home. haish. Can't wait for the reception on the groom's side. Kat taiping nanti. B)

That’s basically what happened at angah’s kenduri. Penat memang penat, but it was all worth it, getting to meet all the relatives and friends is priceless as compared to the exhaustion.



I just took a few photos. This is one of them. Will upload more bile da dpt drpd the photo people :)

P/S: datang jugak cam RTM and the other hosts. famous sekejap the whole family. And, the photographers were so cool, they’re like superbly hip and creative. Can’t wait for the photos.

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i loike feet

9:49 PM as told by Hazwani

Lately, I've been involved with a few people who have been frank about stuffs to me. I feel good that people come to me for advice. And, yes I sometimes do wonder why do people act the way they do. Sumernyer polik2. Every single person in this world, has his or her very own personalities and never for once in my life,I meet 2 people of the same personality.

I remember last time when I was in matriculation. There was this twin sisters. Yea2, nothing wrong with having a twin, normal ba tuh. But one thing that distinguishes them from other twins is the fact that they wear the same exact clothing everyday. Ambuigity disitu. What I meant by the same attire everyday is the same baju for both for the both of them. Not just baju, bags and all the accessories. So, this leades to loads and loads of both -ve and +ve comments on them.

Get it?

Ok. It's about judging people. I know I shouldn't. Tak baek. but I am trying not to o.k.

When I meet people, the first thing I look at, inevitably is the face la kan.(social skills tuh). Then, my favourite part of the body, THE FEET! I don't know why but, yeah, I look at their feet. and then I conclude about their personality and stuff. Tgk kaki jer, I would know their attitudes and behaviours. Tak baek betol.Dari dulu sampai sekarang, but now I've slowed down la.

Lately, the people Im with, kept telling me stuffs that aren't in line with my stands and principles. Susah jgk ni. I do want to tell them, tp susah jgk. I mean, I can't judge people kan. Who am I to judge other people, apatah lagi bile sndiri pon tak betol lagi. All curled and bent over.

Yea la. I, myself, pon is now struggling over stuff and is trying to find the new me. The thought of turning into my old self do scare me sometimes. Susa jgk ni. I used to be macamaner ye... But, the good things that have changed me, I think I would like to keep it. Taknak la trade your jewelleries for things that are uncertain.

It's complications and kecelaruan identiti.

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