7:58 PM
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Hazwani
4 weeks before handing in Philosophy of Edu and Science assignments. (23 Mac)2 weeks before handing in Linguistics assignment. (13 Mac)2 weeks before returning to KL. (13 Mac)
1 week to Bako National Park. (7 Mac)
Assignment berlambak, lepak je kejenyer.
10:52 AM
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Hazwani
Ucapan Saya.
Selamat berkahwin this weekend. Pressies will be received when I reached KL on the 13th, when I see you then. Sorry for the inability to attend the reception. I will visit you soon, being abg k's wife. :)
To kak AF:
"When a woman observes the five times of prayer, fasts during Ramadan, preserves her chastity and obeys her husband, she may enter by any of the gates of Paradise she wishes."
[Hadith Al-Tirmidhi]
To abg Khalis, whom I never met:
"Woman is like a rib. When you attempt to straighten it, you would break it. And if you leave her alone you would benefit by her, and crookedness will remain in her."
[Hadith Muslim]
Rasulluallah said, "The best among you is the one who is the best towards his wife"
Hope to see you guys soon enough. May everything run smoothly :)
10:32 AM
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Hazwani
Yesterday, Dee gave a tazkirah about dosa2 meninggalkan solat and she told us about a story that happened in the times of Nabi Musa.It was about a women who came to see Musa to repent her sins. She had committed zina and had murdered the child that she had carried because of zina. Musa soon became very angry and immediately ask the women to leave. Later, Jibrail came down and visited Musa. Jibrail asked Musa, “Why did you reject a lady who wanted to repent from her sins? Don’t you know that there is a sin much bigger than what she did?”Musa was shocked and overwhelmed with curiosity, “What is that sin bigger than the disgraceful acts of the fornicating and murdering woman?” Musa asked Jibrail further, “Is it true that there is a sin greater than that of the disgusting woman?”"Yes, there is!" Jibrail answered firmly.""What is that sin?" Musa was getting more anxious."A person who deliberately miss 'solat' and not regretting it. The sin of that person is greater than committing 'zina' a thousand times."We human may not be perfect, that is normal. but having Islam as a religion and as our faith, make us more human in many ways. The difference between a Muslim and a non-Muslim is her solat. Therefore, when one fail to do so without valid reasons, he or she can be considered kafir. Hence, it is feared that those who purposely do not perform solat would die in the state of kufur.
"Solat itu tiang agama, barangsiapa yang mengerjakannya maka ia menegakkan agamanya dan barangsiapa yang meninggalkannya ia meruntuhkan agamanya".
[Riwayat Al-Bakhari dan Muslim]
8:43 PM
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Hazwani
Alhamdulliah. One ofter another. Success.This year is going to be great.All the things that happened in the past, all my perceptions towards it, have absolutely changed. Perhaps experience has made me more mature. Or. God has good reasons for me to experience what I have experience years back.I used to think that I will never be really good in one area, that's why I committed myself to many thigns such as piano, baseketball, debate. It was kinda true though. Last time, I never really won anything. pathetic btol.Maybe the year of the ox has brought many good things. Im greatful, and I too, will work harder to achieve more. To be better.p/s: do i get anything? Im craving for sambal ikan bilis and gardenia bread.(they dont have the bread here in srwk)well, I actually miss everything about home.
11:15 AM
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Hazwani
Well, we sorta of like have this futsal tournament tomorrow. We'd actually joined last year and yes, we didnt win any of the matches. the reason is rather clear though; we dont have the skill.This year, we've decided that we should prepared and for the last 2 days, we've actually had our training session with nic.(so much of being prepare, pektis 3 hari jer).heh. :)So, is this realy a game for guys or girls just cant play game, in this case, kick balls, with thier feet?Susa bah mok padah. even with the training, we find it hard to kick the ball. some of the major probs are1. we kicked the ball to too slow-it has never been too kuat2. the ball didnt go to the direction that it was supposed to be3. we tend to get tangled among ourselves, because, our eyes are just on the silly ballSo the match is tomorrow. I dont know how we'll manage it but lets pray for the best.
11:24 PM
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Hazwani
When I thought that I would suck bad at one thing that I thought I would, it suddenly didnt turn as bad as I thought it would.(now, this sentence sounds confusing). But anyways, I should say that Im sort of like, proud of myself also laaa...after falling a few great times for the past few months, Im able to stand up again, with people noticing. Thats something.Well, actually, last semester, I thought that I would quit debating. seriously. I remembered one time, I was so frustrated, I wrote it in one of my posts. The thing that crossed my mind that time was, how I never really won any competition. Like really winning it. (tidak termasuk interclass or interhouse etc).But the last league made me sort of like change my mind.Come to think of it, tak patut jgk la kan. One thing that made us win 3 out of 4 debates was, may be the fact that we didnt meet the tougher teams like the ones from Swinburn and INTI. Possibly.But anyhow, I did enjoy the debates yesterday. Being the third speaker isn't all that hard pon.Interesting even. I think. Now I wonder why I didnt try being the 3rd speaker mase skola dulu. It was really fun.:)
8:12 PM
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Hazwani
Dear friend,
I felt really bad for not having to be in the room when I was supposed to, and when you needed me too. I am sorry.
I wasnt always in the room, too selfish to hear your heart cried. I am sorry.
When you were sick, I was so chicken to come forward to admit that I made mistakes to you. I am sorry.
I feel like I am a fishtail for being so selfish, while most of the time, you were being selfless and very helpful. I did not see that.
Im sorry that I took things for granted. Frankly, I thought it would never turn out to be this serious.
I am sorry for being such a pain in the a**. I truly am.
Somehow, I miss having you here.
Take care dear friend, and happy 20th bday.
