10:36 AM
as told by
Hazwani
These past few days, I've been having dreams bout angah's wedding. Not that its a bad thing but the thing is, it want a dream coz dreams are supposed to be those with nice ones and without the miserable feeling when you got up. Mine are nightmares. But people said that, those things those things that we dreamt about, in reality will turn the other way around. I wish thats true.OK.When someone love us, he/she tends to control us. True?I think so. Just like our parents and sibs. Control in a good way, I mean. Like, they wouldnt allow us to go out at night and so on. I say that this is love. yup. but when we 've reached one age (mine is 20), we children or sister or bro would like to be regarded as adults who are able to take care of ourselves and differentiate between good and bad.With love, comes trust.We just want ot be trusted that we can take care of oursleves and they dont have to worry that much anymore.
6:05 AM
as told by
Hazwani
I've called people names before and i have been called namess too.
Yesterday in class, the lecturer was saying how, when we call people names, those things will fall back to us. yes. Everyone knows this. I knew this ever since I was in school. but I never believed it. At that point of time, I too, never knew that my life was about to change when I went for the interview my mom wanted me to.
That was the turning point. Where Im about to understand and feel what it felt to be a teacher to those 'nooligan' children. Well, I haven't exactly been teaching but the fear of h'aving a student of what I used to be, is a nightmare.
Life turns in a circle. Sometimes you're up in the sky , sometimes you're down the drain.
8:05 PM
as told by
Hazwani
The previous week has been very exhausting.We had to ganti the days for the Chinese New Year hols. and only God knows, how we're going to finish the mountainful assignments.Everyone seems to be going back this hols. well, not everyone, but most of them. Tp if i go back, I wouldnt be able to at least start, what more to finish them."Ala, at least balik dpt interview budak2 kat umah.." Azreen told me the other day.Memang btol pon.kan? Imagine. Kuching is like the unknown world to mos of us, and cmner la nak cari budak2 utk read the text for the assignment? Adoi.Also, dosh is running out. very fast.
6:19 AM
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Hazwani
Got tagged by Kak Afhere's what we should do.it's simple:list down 5 of the products from the list below that you are boycotting,and then list down 5 of the products that you will try your best to boycott,and finally list another 5 of the products that you find it hard to boycott,and tag 5 others.this tag is to get everyone to read the list below carefully and identify which products affects your life and the lives of the Palestinians most! You can also compare your list with your friends and see: if they can boycott one product that you haven't been boycotting, why can't you start to boycott the product too?5 products Im boycotting:1. McDonalds2. Nestle3. L'oreal4. Starbucks5. Coca-Cola5 products I will start to boycott:1. Disney2. IBM3. Intel4. Carrefour5. Danone5 products I find hard to boycott:1. L'oreal2. McDonalds3. Starbucks4. MAC5. NestleI tag:1. wafa2. mazni3. ili4. frankie5. ayanBoycott List by Brands:: AOL Time Warner Time Life magazine, CNN, ICQ
:: Apax Partners Jonny Rockets, Sunglass Hut.
:: Arsenal Football Club
:: Coca-Cola Fruitopia, Fanta, Kia Orange, Lilt, Sprite, Sunkist..
:: Caterpillar
:: Danone HP foods, Evian, Volvic, Jacob
:: Delta Galil Hema, Barbie, Carrefour, Auchan, Tchibo, Victoria's Secret, GAP, Banana Republic, Structure, J-Crew, JC Penny, Pryca, Lindex, DIM, DKNY, Ralph Lauren, Playtex, cK, Hugo Boss, M&S
:: Disney
:: Emblaze
:: Estée Lauder Aramis, Clinique, DKNY, Prescriptives, Origins, MAC, La Mer, Bobbi Brown, Tommy Hilfiger, Jane, Donna Karan, Aveda, Stila, Jo Malone, Bumble & Bumble, Kate Spade
:: Home Depot Villager's Hardware, Georgia Lighting, Apex Supply, EXPO Design Centres
:: IBM
:: Intel
:: Johnson & Johnson
:: Kimberly-Clark Kleenex, Kotex, Huggies, Andrex
:: Lewis Trust Group River Island, Isrotel hotels, Britannia Pacific
:: The Limited Inc Express stores, Lerner New York, Structure, New York & Company, Mast Industries, Intimate Brands, Victoria's Secret, Bath & Body Works, White Barn Candle Company, Henri Bendel
:: L'Oreal Giorgio Armani, Redken 5th Avenue, Lancome Paris, Vichy, Cacharel, La Roche-Posay, Garnier, Biotherm, Helena Rubinstein, Maybelline, Ralph Lauren, Carson
Marks & Spencer M&S, St.Michaels
:: McDonald's
:: Motorola
:: Nestle Nescafé, Perrier, Vittel, Pure Life, Carnation, Libby's, Milkmaid, Nesquik, Maggi, Buitoni, Cross & Blackwell, KitKat, Milkybar, Quality Street, Smarties, After Eight, Aero, Polo, Lion, Felix cat food, L'Oréal
:: News Corporation TV: Fox, Sky, Star, Phoenix, Granada, CNBC. UK newspapers: Standard Newspaper, News of the World, The Sun, The Times. Australian Newspapers: The Telegraph , Gold Coast Bulletin, Herald Sun, Independent, Sunday Mail. US newspapers: New York Post. Publishers: Harper Collins Ragan, Zondervan, National Geographical. Nursery World, Rawkus, NDS, Mushroom Records, ChinaByte.com, Festival Records
:: Nokia
:: Revlon New World Entertainment, Forbes
:: Sara Lee Hanes, Playtex, Champion, Leggs, Douwe Egberts, Bryan, DIM, Ambi Pur, Bali, Superior Coffee, Just My Size, Kiwi, Maison Cafe, Nur die, Pilao, Lovable, Outer Banks, Wonderbra, Sanex, Pickwick, Gossard, Body Mist, Brylcreem, Aqua Velva, Radox
:: Siemens
:: Selfridges
:: Starbucks Seattle Coffee, Pasqua, Hear Music, TazoTimberland
8:36 AM
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Hazwani
Today is angah's birthday.Happy Birthday sis! Everyone's been worrying how 'abg ngah' wouldnt be wishing her but apparently we were so wrong. The family thought that because of their 'unique' relationship, he wouldnt know that today's her bday. Well, he didnt exactly wished her at 12am adn he's her fiance.So, yeah, all of us thought that he didnt know that it's angah's bday. But, later around 7.30 am, he texted angah to watch tv..guess what?.. He wished her in national TV.. I didnt really watch but mama told me so. It sounded something like this...
"Saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi kepada seseorang yang istimewa yang berada di ampang....blablabla...yadayadayada..." (I dont know whether its exageration or it was really like this)hahah. Romantic gle la bkal abang ipar tuh..Anyways, im back in kuching feeling way diff. somehow, the environment seems to be familiar but, I feel that somehow im not used to it.Yesterday, while I was on my way to the airport, I realised something. you know, we often take things for granted. Thats what Mdm Angie thought during nglish study but yesterday was different. People say that we only come to appreciate stuff when we loss them. Family and friends. But this was diff. I was like admiring all the stuff that we have in KL and not in Kuching and I realised that I would be missing them and blablabla...then, I thought of one thing.What if I dont have this pair of fantastic eyes? I wouldnt get to see all the good things in life. and the bad things too. Imagine that you've been living for 20 years with this pair of eyes and in seconds, you would lose them and never get to see the world anymore. Even the simplest things such as the apartments by the road or children throwing pebbels into the river.So, appreciate the things that we have around us. Family, friends, our belongings and also the things around us; our environment.Keep them in the right place, perhaps in a safe, so that they wouldnt get stolen or run away. Trust me, life would be so much harder if these 'things' get lost.
7:47 PM
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Hazwani
Lately, I cant really writw anymore. I mean, I sort of like, loss words to describe the things I want to express and thats really bad. I think this is the effect of having holidays for too long. hope to be on track when the semester starts.
Anyways, I willl be going back to kuching on the 10th which is this saturday, alongwith diba and yanie kecik. Banyak bende nak catchup ni.
And, I want this pair of shoes so badly. Adoi. Should I buy it?
11:52 PM
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Hazwani
2008 has been a great year. The begining of a new lifetime job (eventhough im just getting started), and the end of being the "belasan tahun". Thats a sad one.Anyways, 2009 will be a new start. A new one. Degree and everything else.risk more.be glad of life.believe in dreams while living in the present.find eternity in every moment.turn a life around.May the year 2009 be a prosperous and success one to all of us!Happy New Year friends~
